Imagine, a life where you get blamed for everything, even if it’s not their fault, a life where everyone around you is depressed of the stupidest reason (e.x. mom said no going to the mall), a life where you are abused all of the time. Put yourself into a situation like that, walk a mile in that person’s shoes. Now, think about this, you tell a trusted adult that your past, they tell you, and I quote, “either grow up and get over it or kill yourself. Nobody wants a depressed child. Get over it or grow a pair and kill yourself.”
Can someone please tell me when this would be a good response? I’m honestly curious. When? Now, not only was this said to me, but I was thinking about it too. I feel like I should take this person’s advise, and grow a pair and kill myself. I feel like this would be a great option considering how many times I hear the phrase, “go kill yourself”. If I do take this path, would I be right in doing so, or would I be giving in to all the voices and not standing up for myself? What would the last thing I want my peers and guardians to hear from my mouth?
I’m sorry for those that decided to read this I took up your time with my wasted breath.
(I forgot to mention that this person is my mom. I must see her every other weekend, or else my dad get bitched at, and my little brother gets threatened to get the same abuse that I do. Physical and mental. She’s done it before.)
