So in my last post i talked about how i got dumped by my first real actual love last week and how i didn’t know what to do since i didn’t want to lose her from my life, but also wouldn’t be able to see her with someone else. Well, we were supposed to meet up and talk today about the whole situation, but we never did. This is because i got a text from her saying that she wanted me to know that she started seeing another guy (whom i probably know, from what i can understand) during the whole time she lied to me about still having feelings for me and such. So if i wasn’t completely devestated before i sure am now.
So with my tearfilled eyes and (even more) broken heart i did the most adult thing i knew i could do. I wished her the best of luck in her life and removed her from every single part of my life, even if it pained me extremely much to do so. And now i feel this really big emptiness in soul(i’ve been dumped before, but never this bad).