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I can't handle this

My ex outed me publicly when we broke up, parents kicked me out (1)
Fresh Start - Post #2 (4)
I’m on the verge of relapse (15)
Isolation? Seriously? (2)
I wrote this as a vent and i need people to support on getting past feeling like this (4)
Struggle leaving my hole again (2)
It's too hard for me (3)
I am in tears right now (5)
I feel like crud (7)
Trying to figure life out (2)
My anxiety is getting the better of me about my home buying process (6)
I don't think I can take anymore (3)
I want the pain to end (7)
Aiding Ones with PTSD (7)
Overthinking, don`t wanna live and lost (4)
My clenched fists need a break (3)
Stuck in a motel, we are going to have to sleep in my car and didn’t know what to do (6)
I want to be alone (3)
It's getting bad (3)
Is all my fauit and i cant deal with it (3)
Dear Uncle (In Heaven) (2)
My parents disapproval to my personal life and growing up (2)
Heartache, being in a very dark place (2)
Constant over whelming (8)
I can't handle sleep at night (4)
I don’t know how to be myself again (2)
My grandmother has a test today to find out if she has cancer and I found out why my best friend is ignoring me (8)
Break up, bipolar disorder and jelousy (2)
It's getting worse (4)
This stress is killing me (3)