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I feel it's all my fault

I really need some advice please (sorry this is really long) (3)
I can't ask honest questions anymore (2)
Alone for the holidays...and for the next year probably (8)
It’s always my fault and I ruin everything (4)
Missing my best friend (4)
Just so heartbroken (6)
17 and a miscarriage (6)
Maybe one day, but not this one (3)
1 year anniversary to a dark day (5)
Deleted post, sorry! (5)
I feel stupid for giving up job opportunities (6)
My Friends Hate Themselves making me not me depressed again (3)
I know it's not about me, but I still feel guilty (3)
Friendship problems (8)
Would you let her go even if she means the world to you? (3)
Requesting help (10)
He blames me for nearly losing my mother (4)
Felling worthless and alone (11)
I feel horrible (6)