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No one would notice I'm gone

Trans girl who'd be better off dead (12)
Everything is neutral (2)
I need help, I can't decide what I want out of life (4)
What can i do in this situation (4)
I tried for years to get better, but i'm done (3)
Am I not good enough to be alive (4)
If I committed suicide nobody will notice plus the heartsupport community are the only people who care about me (7)