I promise, this is totally related to mental health.
I’m struggling. My mental health has, like everyone else’s, taken a hit with COVID-19. I also work in the medical field, in a hospital, so it’s been scary. I’ve been lucky for the most part during this pandemic, but recently (as in the last couple days), I found out my roommate tested positive for COVID. And of course, I’d had contact. And in the last couple days, because apparently he’s been sick since the 12th or longer, I’ve come down with shortness of breath and chest pressure and pain. My COVID test is for tomorrow and I’m legitimately scared that it’s going to be positive. If so, I’m going to miss work and lose out on wages that I desperately need. We’re not getting hazard or COVID pay, so it’s not like I can miss work and be fine.
I haven’t always been the best person, and I’m not religious at all. But I guess, it doesn’t hurt to ask for prayers, thoughts, vibes, etc, during this time. Much thanks and much love to all of you.