hello everyone! First excuse me my bad English! (I learn it yet) i think into 14 year soots this was beginning the strange feeling to be active in me, what is a constant burner roamed with disappointment with a feeling in my chest. My father died in one of this time, who was not disposed towards me so much near,. Not lived with us. A stepparent was my father, who many times beaten, and then in the school did they hurt you my classmates, i don’t know why, I was reserved one drawn possibly. I wrote this down very shortly i know.I am 21 year one now and I feel it so I got stuck, I am alone and no I and only a solution have self-esteem and only a solution because my future is dead-end. I had plans: I wanted to write, film I wanted to be a director and psychology concerned. I am not motivated. I feel it so too myself respected it with these plans, I got sticked in this circle. I believe it sometimes, that onto anything I am capable, and I take the road downwards on the slope next and I realise it nothing hits me. I have a boyfriend, who he does not interest, we there is a bullshit with me, according to it the depression. Would somebody talk with me?
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