I have a problem with being dishonest and constantly feel unworthy of any recognition for my work. Along with feeling like I please no one.
I was taught by my mother to lie when I was 4 to cover her ass. I struggled with lying for many years. I’ve found that when I tell the truth, no matter if its going to hurt people’s feelings or not, it keeps my “house” cleaner. Validation is important for human existence. And you are worthy of appreciation.