All the sickness

Since last year having had pneumonia, to having a different respiratory virus, to having Covid to having gastro… Im really tired of feeling unwell. I feel horrible having sick leave. I feel horrible feeling so useless.
I feel incredibly pitiful.
It’s fucking with my mental health because I feel the reminder that I’m just being lazy and nobody else gets sick this often. I feel like I’ve let everyone down at work. I feel like everyone’s going to be annoyed at me. I feel like I need to promise Im trying and that I’m not just trying to seek days off. I don’t know how to prove it or make up for it.
I know my immune system is shocking, but the last few months I’ve felt like I’ve had sick days every month.

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