Alone and Hurting

I have no idea why I’m on here. Asking for help is a waste of time but I can’t do this on my own anymore. I’ve had a lifetime of severe trauma and loss and I can’t take much more. The pain is unbearable and even after multiple suicide attempts I still can’t get anyone to truly help. I’m all alone in this world and I am tired of being afraid. I wish I hadn’t been born…


Hi Mac, I am glad that you are born and I am glad that I stumbled across this comment. I do not want you to do anything harmful to yourself. I understand pain, might not be the same pain your going through but pain sadly is apart of this world we live in as you already know. But I can guarantee this to you, there will be better opportunities and times do not miss them dwelling on the pain that is going on now. Keep trying and keep pushing and watch what will happen. Most importantly, to find your true calling in life is through God. Even if you do not believe in faith and in God, you have nothing to loose. Simply call on his name and believe in Jesus and that he can change what is going on in your life. There is power in the name of Jesus. I am saying this to you because he has been my redeemer in my life. Watch things start to change in your life, you might not even notice it at first, but trust me things start to change. Also, as long as you have breath there is a reason that you are live, and God wanted you to be born. He loves you sooo much more than you can ever imagine. Sometimes it can be hard to understand why we have to go through so much pain. But it states in Romans 8:28 "and we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.”
God has personally helped me through my difficult circumstance and right now in my life I am going through hardships but through the Lord I am holding on
I would love to hear your response, please hold on and do not spend times like these dwelling on the negative thoughts. If possible please take a walk, spend time with anyone you know who is supportive, yoga etc. Watch a funny video

Thank you for taking the time to write such a heartfelt response. Sadly I am a Christian with a strong faith. I am also only human and can only take so much. (31 years of torture and abuse from family, then a coma, then betrayed by every friend, then homeless, then abuse at work and domestic violence, a week of homelessness, then hit by a car, then another abusive home and I am once again homeless in a different state where I know no one and have been unable to get any help. I am physically and mentally exhausted and no matter how hard I try things never seem to get better and my heart can’t take anymore pain or loss). I appreciate you caring and send love to you with whatever you are facing.

I was anally raped by a grown man when I was 12 yrs. old, and while my problem is not the same as yours, it led to the same situation, that is, feeling alone, not liked, not worthy of friends, etc. Psychiatrists and the like were no help. What DID help is making just ONE friend who listened to me and convinced me I was a good and worthwhile person. My friend was ready to talk to me ANY time I wished. I think having a solid friend can solve most of the world’s problems, as it sure did solve mine. Good luck to you, God bless.

Hi Jimbo. Thank you for your response. I am so sorry that happened to you. I’m sure it has caused you a lot of pain and in case you need to hear it: it was not your fault and you didn’t deserve it. I’m so glad you’ve had a supportive friend to help you. Sending love your way.

Hi friend, I’m sending you a whole lot of love right now. I understand these feelings on a deep level. I know how hard and lonely it is. You are not alone. I hope that things start to feel better for you. I’m so sorry that you hurting.

I want you to know that I care. We care. I see you.

You aren’t alone. There’s so many of us here who are right here with you. I know these thoughts and feelings can make us feel so isolated and separated from everyone else. It can feel like nobody gets it. But I know. If you ever want to talk about what’s going on, further and a more deeper level. Know that you are welcome to share here. Okay?

Sending you lots of love

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Asking for help is never a waste of time and please always feel free to confide in this website. It is strength in itself for seeking help.

I want you to know that you will never be alone and I am glad that you were born.

Sending love and hope your way!

No problem at all !! If you want to talk more at anytime I am here. I am so sorry for what your going through and what you have gone through. What you have been through is truly a testimony to me and for others of how strong your faith is in the Lord even in these situations. With God there is always hope even when we do not see it ourselves.

Thank you for your response and I will continue to pray on your circumstances.

Thank you so much for your kind words and prayers. I could definitely use to talk more. Clinging to Christ, but finding it harder to get through each day. I hope you are doing well.

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Thank you Kitty for your very thoughtful response. I greatly appreciate your kind words and caring about me. Sending you love as well.

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Thank you for your words of support!! I appreciate the love!

Thank you, I am hanging on today. I hope today was a better day for you!!