So, I don’t know how to say this… I’ve been an active part of the community for a while now under my main name, and I’ve made some life-long friends… or so I thought.
I’ve self harmed for a few years and can’t get past 2 weeks clean, no matter what I do. I feel like I’m losing everyone around me and I can’t stop it. I have 2 people really trying to help, but it feels as though everyone else, even those that swore to stand by me are pushing me away. I don’t know what to do. I feel like maybe I’m not good enough for my friends in and out of HeartSupport… I mean I’ve always been good at coping alone other than self harm. Maybe that’s best? Maybe I should go?