I had to pretend today and I did a pretty good job at that. I had to pretend that my dad was still the same guy I knew before covid.
He finally remembered to watch a new season of my favorite show with me and I was happy. I had a fun time watching episodes today. Though right before he put his phone down, I saw he was still in that chat with her again. I don’t want to think about it because its too painful.
But on a more positive note, I started doing chores for money now and I earned 40 dollars today. Half of it is from my aunt who is visiting for the holidays. And the other half from my mom. I’m gonna save overtime and hopefully use it for something important.
Also I’ve been working out and I feel like I can finally do a sit up now!! Which felt nearly impossible before so I’m really happy about that
Finally, I want to mention that my mom and I wanted to test if my adhd meds were actually causing my weird side affects. So i’m currently not on it. And my head is literally all over the place. But at least my face doesn’t feel like isn’t burning and my bloating isn’t as terrible. And my eyes used to feel blurry for a bit.
I’m planning on getting new ones. So yeah that is all
WAIT WAIT ALSO FORGOT, MY AUNT IS GONNA BRING ME CUPCAKES SOON. VERY EXCITED