1.Had a mini anxiety attack , I think over a wedding I’m going too. It three hours drive and usually get a hotel room with my family. But it all up in the air and don’t want to drive 6 hours in one day. So then had a worry about having mental breakdown driving back and forth to mass to New York then reverse in one day. But to honest, I never book a hotel room and I’m like 30. It embarrassing cuase I should know how to that and like last minute. I feel im to depend on my family and I can’t never do thing by myself. But I want to travel solo one day on a plane and go see the world.
Been thinks friendships, cuase I friend I kept talking about. To be honest, I don’t had even good friends. A lot them in some ways kinda suck. They all took advantage of me, play mind games with me, cause to have mental episodes. And just did not help grow as a person. I feel I can’t trust anyone.