Hi heart support friends,
It’s me again.
I kind of think that I am better and then something happens and makes me feel so hopeless with myself.
It is so hard to struggle every time with a disease in my body and also with lots of insecurities.
I kind of went back to talk with this guy who I like and also is a great guy, or that’s what I thought.
He is playing with my feelings, just writes to me when he is not talking to his other chic.
I kind of fell for him, and I feel so stupid right now. Back at his game!
He is now again talking to her and I feel so horrible, ugly and even my eating disorders kind of cake back!
I can’t help it!! I feel so miserable.
I am no where near to be the one to make someone happy, it’s like this circles comes over and over again!!!
Thank you for letting me express all I feel, and thanks in advance for reading this!