Back to planning suicide

33 years of an unimaginable hell. I have no one and nothing with no hope of things ever getting better. There is no one that would notice or even care if I no longer existed. I have begged and pleaded for someone to help me and can’t take the pain anymore. Not sure why I’m posting as responses will most likely be invalidating, minimizing/dismissive, or useless platitudes.

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Hi friend.
I feel ya.

I know my words probably mean nothing in this situation and won’t make much of a difference, but hear me say this:

You are loved.

I know, lame, but I mean it.
I too want to die and believe no one would notice or care, but I’ll try to stay tonight.
Will you try as well?

I hope so.

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Hi there - I’m so sorry you are in such pain. Your words are really dripping with the pain you are feeling. I wish there was a way to ease your burden. Please know that I - a stranger yes - am thinking of you for what it’s worth.

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