Last year, i was in the worst point i have been in ever (at the time) i just got out of an extremely abusive relationship and it finally hit me, it was after that relationship i realized that i was transgender
i was cutting every day, some days i couldn’t walk because it hurt too bad, ive suppressed alot of memories from that time
these past months ive been fully stable and happy, up until the point where school got harder, the days got longer and i felt like there was no escape from my failures, the missing assignments, not being able to understand the material, not being able to even read
some days it got really bad, i felt like such a failure then i snapped.
I started cutting again, this time on my wrist, one night, was super bad, i cut too deep and my hand went numb, im doing better now, but im still burdened with school, and my hand is still tingly