Hey guys. FallenAngelCarolyn Here. I know it’s been a while since I’ve Posted here and I’m sorry for that. I’ve been going through a lot, and wounds were reopened. It’s been a tough few months Over here.
July 21st is a day that I dread every year now. Two years ago, I lost what mattered the most to me. I miscarried my Daughter. We were so close to holding my perfect little angel.
I’ve been falling back into the hole we all call depression. I’ve been skipping out on therapy, I’ve been isolating myself. I just can’t deal with being around people. Everyone seems so happy, like they have nothing that has ever went wrong for them, while I’m sitting here, my stomach a pit of despair, dreading having to socialize. I avoid social interactions as much as I can.
I am Working on myself. I’ve been reading through Dwarf Planet and ReWrite, and working through the exercises in both. I’ve been reaching out to therapist to see if I can come back and start the healing process again. And most importantly I’ve been Doing things I love, to distract myself from everything going on. It’s still hard, but I can do this. It would greatly help if you could leave some words of encouragement, as I read every single comment left and I take them to heart. And for those struggling, please never hesitate to contact me, or post on here! Hold Fast My Friends.