So I’m close to self harming again nothing I seem to do changes for me I always end up back to this point.
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Hey friend @anon78643377, I’m sorry to hear that you’re struggling with this. What I’d reccommend is finding something positive that can take your mind off of what you’re thinking about. It can be something like listening to music or even going outside and taking a walk. You mean the world to me, friend. 
Thanks but I don’t see how I could mean the world to anybody
You mean the world to me because you’re human. 
Even though I’m so pathetic and messed up
From: Night/in/gale (Discord)
Hey friend, I’m sorry you feel like you’re slipping again. You are seen and heard and cared for. I hope that you are able to find it within yourself to keep fighting for what you care for. What are your dreams and aspirations? What do you want to do later in life? Try asking yourself questions like these and seeing how you can get to that point. Sadly no one here can find that reason to live for you, it’s gotta come from your own heart. I’m sorry if this sounds harsh, but you can’t rely on others to find a reason to live. All we can do is encourage you and tell you the truth, that you are loved and cared for. If you would like to, join the HS discord community! We’d love to have you and talk with you, maybe help you the best we can. Don’t give up, you matter.
From: Ash (Discord)
Jax I very much understand the struggle of feeling so close to harming yourself and that nothing ever seems to change. You are not alone in that one but I do want to say and ask what seems to make these thoughts start for you. I have recently come to the realization in my own life that finding that support for ourselves even from others we need to also first come to terms with who we want to be and how we want to be loved. If we cant love ourselves how can we expect others to show us we deserve a little bit of love. So let me ask you this have you ever thought what is the truth to the negative thoughts you are having. Well here is one that I struggled with I am worthless. This has streamed through my life forever and still does. But I know this that sometimes what I see is not what others see. I have started to define those negative thoughts and change them in my own mind to be better to be new to be stronger. Perhaps finding people who can combat that for you would be good. Come join the discord the twitch streams and find people who do care and will be there.
Usually what starts these kinds of thoughts are when I see how much better others are and how I can’t make any of my dreams or wants come true, no matter how hard I try I only fail wether it be the career path that I want or romance.
How can I rely on myself when all I do is fail
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