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I’ve never wanted anything for anyone in life except for them to be happy and healthy and feel loved. Even my childhood abusers and bullies. I want them to realize what they did wrong and do better going forward as happy and healthy individuals. I don’t ever want to see them again, but I still want them to be healthy individuals. But him. I want him to fail miserably in everything in life. He made me feel used and manipulated. I’ve never wanted anyone to crash and burn before. But I want him to crash and burn. And that scares me. Because that’s not me.
Damn, that scares me.