Yesterday, I really wanted to quit music. I could not do scream on my song. Had to hire someone to do my vocals on my song. Lately I have not been practicing cuase what the point. Everyone hates my music and I feel like I’m never good enough.
It’s suck I would go out my way to see people shows, buy thier merch, buy thier CDs and support them. I’m honestly I really do like the music. But , no did the same fir me, and they talk shit about my music behind close door. To be fair I do the same, but it cause I don’t kill someone passion and tell them not to do what they love.
But does suck, I can never achieve anything in music. I turn into a self central egotistical sexist dough bag that take his anger over little comments. That have to prove myself to and everyone that does respect my music, turns into my enemy. I wanted punch everyone that talk shit about my music. I’m ashamed that I have these feelings, that ego get the best of me.
