I’m going for a drive. I don’t care where I end up or what happens to me. I’m just a ball of problems the world can do without. I’m tired of being here. All you men are a bunch of disappointments, starting with my father. I don’t care. I’m angry and I can’t calm down. I want everyone to stay away from me. I don’t trust anyone and I dont have anything to offer this world. I can’t even take care of myself. So fuck everything.
I hope you are doing okay since you posted this message, that you let out this angriness in a way that remained safe to you. Take care of yourself friend. You matter.