I’m going for a drive. I don’t care where I end up or what happens to me. I’m just a ball of problems the world can do without. I’m tired of being here. All you men are a bunch of disappointments, starting with my father. I don’t care. I’m angry and I can’t calm down. I want everyone to stay away from me. I don’t trust anyone and I dont have anything to offer this world. I can’t even take care of myself. So fuck everything.
I hope you are doing okay since you posted this message, that you let out this angriness in a way that remained safe to you. Take care of yourself friend. You matter.
I hope you are OK as well. Sometimes having those moments to vent and get away from people has helped me in the past.
It’s been 25 days since you made this post. I hope that things are feeling better for you. I know that life and people can suck sometimes. I used to feel like that. That men suck. I had been hurt by so many, including my own fathers and grandfathers. By men who I thought cared. I was angry like you. But I assure that not “all” men suck. There are some good ones out there. I promise.
I hope you are doing better and that you have found some healing in some of these thing you were struggling with. Sending you love.