Dont know whats . wrongg

im so fucking sad, two nights ago i did md which i enjoyed but it was dumb. i . dont regret doing it but im scared its just gonna make me worse.
i hate the fact im letting boys affect me so much.
i dont know how to deal w ptsd, everything makes me jump and i keep gettign flashbacks.
im so so sad i just want everything to stop, i want my brain to shut up.
school doesnt help either.
i just dont know when im gonna stop feeling like this

Hi there! Im sorry you’re going through this crappy situation you’re in. Do you have anyone you can trust that you can talk to?

i just dont want to be . a burden

Hi friend.

As someone with PTSD, I can relate to the triggers and the battles that come with it. The flow of overwhelming emotions and feelings, the flashbacks, the nightmares, the depression and anxiety. I hear you my friend.

I think it’s very important that if you are struggling, that you reach out to someone. Whether it’s a friend, family member, pastor or a therapist. Because it is also important that you don’t bottle things up and hide away in these things. You are NOT a burden. You’re a human being who is hurting and it’s okay to need help and reach out.

I’m not sure what “md” is but be gentle with yourself friend. Doing things unhealthy could drag you even further down the path of pain and hurt.

I don’t know what all you are going through but I hope that you are able to find some sort of peace and comfort. That you can find resolve. And courage and strength to keep fighting.

You matter. You are enough. And you are worthy of love. Don’t ever forget that.

I hope things get better for you my friend.

  • Kitty

you are so sweet, this means so much. i truly appreciate it.

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