I feel like I don’t matter. So many people have gone in and out of my life. The way I’m treated by my dad doesn’t help and I feel like I’m at fault for it all.
You do matter. There will be people who will stay with you until your last breath. I’m sorry to hear that you don’t have a good relationship with your dad. It’s not your fault. God loves you. This community loves you. Love yourself too, my friend. If you want to vent more, this forum is still open. Hang in there.
I am proud of you for posting how you feel and would like to offer some encouragement. I fight with my dad a lot so I know what it feels like to feel like no one helps. My best friend feels so distant from me as well but I try to go out and have fun! I know you are strong enough to get through this and you have people who care!
Everyone matters, it’s just hard to see that sometimes.