i feel this way because i lost my best friend and i feel like i’ll never get over it
I’m sorry you are going through this. Grieve as much as you can. You will go through this. it won’t last forever. Keep moving forward.
Few years back, I had to say goodbye to my best friend too. I have been in your situation and understand what you’re going through, but people like us have to continue. What I am doing is traveling to see that there is Bigger, Beautiful World out there, filled with compassionate friendly people.
For you it can be something completely different. Could be Skydiving, rock climbing, volunteering, or running a half/full Marathon, do something you always wanted to do but haven’t yet. Set a goal and achieve it! I believe in you!