I feel like I’m messing up, I feel like my son and fiancé are better off without me.
A child needs both his parents in order to have the healthiest life he can, I assure you no matter how much you mess up they will always need you. There is always a place for you friend
I’m so glad you reached out. Listen, we all mess up. Being human is messy! It doesnt change your worth. Being a parent is hard. Man, being a spouse is hard. But they need you! Mess and all, they need you. Your concern for them shows your love and that is a beautiful thing! Your love, your presence is invaluable.