I feel absolutely so lonely, and it’s genuinely making me so sad… And I believe it’s my fault… I can’t handle anything that goes on in my head… My heart literally aches and feels so much pain…And I know God can mend me…But I just can’t help this, I want out of this so much. It hurts… And I’m not sure how much longer I can hold on.
You can hold on. I believe in you! In times like these what I do is I find someone or something that will be my sole reason for staying and hang on for my freaking life. Someone or something that means the world to you and in that moment turn your entire existence into existing for that person or thing. Then as things get better you can slowly add more things. I don’t know. That’s what works for me.