For Darian

I remember when we first met, out of every possibility, all the thousands, I found you.
It makes me think; blind luck or fate?

I remember when we talked. Was I gonna be enough to steal your heart away? Why not be honest? “You’re cute“ I said.
Your face of disbelief. I could’ve sworn I saw you blush.

I remember all the hours I waited. When were you gonna get home? I hated a job I didn’t even do. But it was all worth it in the end because you told me all about your day.

I remember the endless road. The first time we got to be together. The anxiety. The mishaps. The awkward silence. The missed chances. And it was all worth it when you said those three words. “I love you”

I know you’ve forgotten about me, but I haven’t forgotten about you. I know you’ve moved on but I haven’t. I know I was a handful at times and for that I apologize.

I know you’re not going through the best time right now. It hurts to see you like that. I want you to know I will always be here for you. Love is patient and love is kind.

I will always listen because I care about you and what you have to say.


I feel like this should have said For John. This felt like it came directly from my brain its such a crazy feeling. You are not alone in this experience. Im right there with you. I hear you, I see you. Loving someone who doesn’t love you back is one of the hardest things you were ever go through and then watching that person be in pain and knowing you are powerless to help makes it even harder. Be kind to your heart. Its going through so much right now.

Thank you for sharing.


Thank you so much. It’s really draining feeling this way so your words mean a lot!

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Its draining and it hurts beyond what words can even describe. Just remember that there is strength in letting go. I know you don’t want to and you want to show that your love is real and kind and patient because as humans that love we just want those we love to know we are there no matter what. Just don’t let holding on drag you down and hurt you more. Like I said, just be kind to your heart and sometimes that kindness comes in the form of setting yourself free. <3

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Thanks so much.

Just these past couple months have honestly been shitty.

I feel like I am the reason behind all of it…

I feel like I am a bitch as I have been treated like a bitch for way too long and it honestly brings me to my breaking point…

This is the sweetest thing I’ve read in a while. So vulnerable.
Thanks for sharing

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