Today I cried…and I’m not sure why.
Is it because I feel inadequate? Is it because I was triggered?
Or maybe it’s because I’m falling in love…
Possible rejection lingering.
Please don’t self destruct…
For once, try not to ruin this.
I feel consumed- as if already defeated.
And I could really use a hug…
And WHY won’t I take pictures of myself? I hate the world looking at me,
But I like attention-
I claw at my wrist whenever I’m uneasy, and tonight my wrist is red and swollen, from this horrible habit I’ve adopted
I wish I’d stop doing that.
Could you like a girl with an anxiety rash,
Who won’t take pictures of herself,
who is self destructive and fleeting?..
Because I could really use that hug, when I’m crying for no reason.