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From bsweet2me2005: I struggle with self-doubt, insecurity and feeling like I am all alone in this world. The voice tells me no one cares for me or really loves me. It also tells me I am ugly and not worth much to anyone. Its a hard struggle because not everyone has the means or money to go to therapy. I don’t want drugs/alcohol. I want to feel like I used to. <3 Thank you for reading!

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Right? If it’s not one thing, it’s another…drowning those thoughts in drugs or alcohol can work for the moment but it’s hard because you see that it doesn’t just take these thoughts and feelings away, it numbs everything. And the silence, the hollowness is a raw kind of rub the soul can only take so much of. So you’re damned if you do, damned if you don’t. It’s hard to feel like there’s a path forward. Is there a world where I’m not consumed? Where I’m not overwhelmed with this all the time?