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From daisyschain28: healing from the death of my Gramma and dealing with my whole family falling apart and not speaking for close to a year now…
So hard to feel like you not only lost your Gramma but the rest of your family as well. A double loss. And hard to rally the courage or care to be the one to try to solve it. It kind of feels like someone else’s problem to solve, but your burden to carry. It’s an interesting situation because on the one hand, you want to reconnect, and on the other, it might flare the pain, the grief. IDK. Not doing it only gnaws at the loneliness and disconnection you feel. Kind of a damned if you do, damned if you don’t situation. Really hard. I’m sorry for your loss, Daisy. Thank you for sharing.