I started to make huge progresses. My OCD got a lot better. My depression got a lot better too. I also don’t cry everyday anymore.
But stress still makes my depression really bad and I become suicidal when there is stress. And I have exams 2 week later which could ruin everything.
I finally started to recover from all of this. I am finally accepting the fact that If I can’t be the best I shouldn’t be the worst. I am also planning to become a psychologist. So yeah I have a career plan too now! :3
There is one thing left in my mind. Do I even deserve being happy? There are people suffering and there are happy people. Idk which do I belong to. If I become happy, will people expect much from me?
From extremely depressed and suicidal to normal again. I am recovering. This time Im crying because I am happy. Thank you everyone in the Heartsupport community. I couldn’t have done this without you guys. :3