If you seen my other forum posts, I always talk about this other community I’m apart of and frequently hang out there.
There’s this guy that I see sometimes here and there, he used to comment on most of my posts and we would just have a convo in the comment section. Noticed he always had a bit of a bias towards me.
Never really took interest in them, just saw them as an acquaintance. But recently he’s been like flirting with me and stuff and its weird cause he thinks im super strange but wants to know everything about me at the same time(everyone says im weird but not in a completely bad way)
And he very vaguely admits that he likes me more than what he’s leading on.
It was a bit flattering cause I have low self-esteem and knowing that someone sees me like that makes me feel good I guess but then he started pushing the boundaries a bit and I got uncomfortable.
I tried to tell him that I’m not really all that interested but he kept insisting that he just wanted me to like him and thats all. But I still don’t know what that means cause I just told him im not interested and I didn’t want him to really try cause he already did and I just didn’t see anything there for me to consider.
Also found out that my dad is still cheating so I’m just pretending that its not even happening. Like I’m just done man, I can’t stress anymore.
School is also getting tough and I have to think about the future now which makes me uncomfortable because everyday I just feel like a small child. I don’t want to grow up. Mom is not much help either emotionally and to this day I still have a grudge against her. So communicate is rough