i am living in a genocide country. i am one of the targets. everyday i want to kill myself or kill someone else. everyday i hate life. and every year it never gets better. i am so sick of living here on this planet. i lost my mother and father and siblings to the genocide. i have no family and no longer have any living friends. i just want to die and escape this hell on earth but i am unable to do it. i wish to god i was dead.
genocide sucks and i hate life. just as much as my country hates me. we both want the same thing. for me to just disappear.
part of me thinks no one will support me because most of you believe i should be dead because i am so inferior to all of you. for that i am sorry. if i could kill myself i would have already. but not only am i a useless human asshole, i am a coward.
i do not expect any support here at all. goodbye. it was worth a shot.