So this week has took a turn for the worst and I dont know how I can pick myself back up. My girlfriend dumped me because she wanted to figure things out for herself and she said we wernt compatible together. The arguing and fights were just getting worse. I have really bad anxiety and I always felt like I was doing wrong or I was making her upset. I’d always ask what’s wrong or what did i do wrong and she always said nothing but would get mad at me for everything. I moved in with her for a week and had all my stuff over at her house, I thought we were happy and doing good but she just left and I had to take all my stuff back to my moms house. I know it sounds stupid, typical, and cliche but I cant seem to get over it. It got so bad that I felt like dying. I still feel like this only a few days after.
I thought going to see a doctor would help, they said I have depression and anxiety real bad (shocker) and they prescribed me antidepressants but they dont seem to be helping at all.
Ive surrounded myself by my favorite people like my mom and my best friends but it all just seems like a dead end. If anyone could help me or say the right words to help me pick myself back up. Help me get rolling and hopefully one day realize my worth in this world. Because I feel like I’m nothing without her and my mind is stuck.