Like the title says my girlfriend of 4 years cheated on me. I’m having a hard time understanding it all and I have no one to help me through it. I still love her I really do. I haven’t forgiven her and I don’t know if I ever will but I don’t wish anything bad upon her.
Everyone I try talking to just shits on her and says really mean and rude things which while they may ultimately be true even if I don’t see it that way, it’s not what I want to hear about someone I love even when they’re the ones that put me in this hole.
I just feel alone with a giant hole in my heart.