I am really at the dark place at the moment and really have no clue how to stop all this pain and how to have a positive self image again. Because of circumstances I am forced to live with the girl I broke up with no long ago. And it is torturing me literary, because I still love her (I realised it just recently) and she has a new girlfriend. And it hurts me to hear every time how this new girlfriend is better than me, much more beautiful and sexy she is and to see her doing all the things with her she refused to do with me or did not have a time. This makes me feel unimportant, meaningless and ugly and just like she would have lied entire relationship (She knew her current girlfriend before getting together with me). I have new relationship, but I still love her, witch is very, very bad, I know… I am crying like 24/7, can not sleep normally and just can not get my things together.
This is the worst break up I have ever had.
I have talked to her about that but she just says that it is all my fault and that this new girlfriend is a total opposite to me and is so much better than me.
How to stop this suffering and how to stop loving her? And how to feel worthy and beautiful again?