La-dispute- all our bruised bodies.
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You guys are doing something really special here…thank you so much! I hope I’m doing this right, as I can be a little techno ignorant. I’ve just completed the most intensive therapy experience in my life with an online IOP. My main reason for being there (trigger warning) is that I’m coping with the loss of my fiancee. My Becky lost her life at the hands of her own brother in 2001. She was only 23 and we were, so very, very happy. We were about to move in together and she went missing. She was found in the California High Desert, a week later. My life, our life we were trying to build, crashed to the ground. Despite the fact that I was very open, talked about my feelings, etc. It has come back to haunt me, over the last two decades. Panic attacks, depression, anxiety. Multiple trips to the ER; I mean, if you’ve ever seen The Crow…there’s a reason that move was so special to me. Anyway, I’m doing better after 2 months of super intensive therapy, five days a week, three hours a day. Anyone out there reading this, if you’re struggling, please reach out. Life is hell, we all know this, but there is help and honestly, hard as this place is, it is worth it…
@heartsupport
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Someone please contact me about volunteering, thank you.
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Chheckout Disturbed…this music makes mind free^^ - Ten Thousand Fists - one of the best songs 
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What a fantastic mission!
It’s kind of funny…
I’ve used reaction videos for the past year+ to kind of try to “escape” from a lot of mental blocks that I have dealt with for at least 2 decades.
Randomly came across this channel tonight (thanks YT algorithm XD).
I was blown away from the first vid I saw. Your introspective and positive suggestions about many of the songs I vibbed to in my youth have helped me a lot tonight.
From the ones I’ve watched. I think I have been in a very needlessly dark place for a long, long time.
I’ve always tried my best to make the world positive but…the world is the world.
Things don’t work out. And they don’t work out a lot.
That doesn’t mean something is wrong with me. It’s just a pressure that far too often bursts.
Great takeaways from this channel:
-If you are feeling anger. Don’t just “Blah” it out. Pause. Feel that energy and use it…focus it and use it as a weapon for GOOD.
-Create something just to create some damn thing. It doesn’t matter if you’re not the next big pop artist, 1M subbed YT person, whatever. YOU created it and no one else can. Keep creating, writing, helping.
This channel created something and it helped a 10+ year Data Architect with a great job and a crippling depression for a long time start to figure himself out a lot more.
Happy to donate to this channel since lots of doctors, therapists, etc. these days seem to be in it for the money. Not this place. This is a good place.
Another song that has helped me some is Car Radio by 21 Pilots.