From youssefarhi: Hello everyone, hope you’re all doing well - I have an addiction that I have been able to toss on the side today but it’s still present. I am finding myself spending a lot of money of webcam sites (cam girls) and escorts. I have discussed with my therapist, I have been able to restrain myself but then again, I am often home alone, lonely and I want distraction, pleasure.
I have been spending stupendous amount of money over the last 5 years, after the passing away of my maternal grandfather. I tried different things to cope but sex online (and with escorts) have been the ‘‘ones’’ that I felt safe. But now, I see that those are so detrimental, draining (financially and emotionally).
I have talked about this to my best friend and a girl from Russia (I met through Instagram)
I guess that my issues involve many things, but I would like to have assistance, people to talk with who might have been through the same thing or are still going through.
I welcome anyone who wouldn’t mind talking to me.
Thank you in advance,