So… still feeling depressed at night. But I can say things are slowly getting better! I went to my gender affirming care appointment yesterday and I am now prescribed testosterone gel! Rn I’m waiting on prior authorization for the gel. The pharmacy said they will send me a text when it’s ready for pickup. I’m starting to feel hopeful again. I still feel really down. I think once I go back on my ketamine treatments I’ll feel better over all. Here’s to hoping!
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ALSO: The post wouldn’t let me select this post as progress for whatever reason… I’m sorry.
I’m glad you’re feeling hopeful again! It sounds like you’ve had challenges with your medical care and treatment, those things are overwhelming on their own from awaiting medical insurance approval and attending doctor appointments. Thank you for being patient and perservering!
Take care of yourself as best you can, and be gentle with yourself though this process. Sending you lots of love and strength! You got this! Keep going <3
@that_pigeon Thanks for the update! I’m so happy for you. Even if it feels slow, it’s still progress. I know that can be hard to remember. YAY for hope. I’m right here with ya. If you can, keep us posted on how it’s going. I started humming “I’m still standing” by Elton John reading and replying to you ~ felt called to share that. 
Happy for you, friend.
Thank you for your update. I am greatly appreciate sharing with Heart support.
It can be very challenging when your mind wonders at night, it can be very overwhelming. I am glad you are feeling better.
Prayers to you, and god bless.
