I’ve been thinking about typing this up for a bit, but have had a few things come up, and overall just been very very busy.
So I guess a few big updates, I’m engaged. My boyfriend of almost two years proposed at the end of June. We plan to get married in October of 2022, and I couldn’t be happier.
I’ve moved to Minnesota, currently working in an Urgent Care center. Working in healthcare is very very rough right now, with the world we live in (going to leave out detail as it could be a trigger for some people).
Broke my foot a couple of days ago now, and well with that comes medication, that I chose to refuse, because I don’t want to put myself into a situation where I feel like I’ll relapse or lose the control I’ve gained over time.
I guess here’s the struggles right now:
My anxiety just seems to be bad. It’s really just been the last couple of weeks. The more we plan for the wedding the more stressful it comes. My biological mom abandoned me when I was young, and was very emotionally abusive, and now I’m being guilt tripped by people to involve her in my wedding, and it’s messing with my head.
My fiance’s mom got pissed, after I discovered she had been stealing my prescriptions. And when I confronted her about it, she basically said she didn’t want to be a part of my life anymore. But then reached out to my fiance, and was pissed we weren’t involving her in the wedding. And has been trying to guilt trip me. And my logic is if you told us you wanted nothing to do with us, why the hell would I involve her in my wedding…
Anyways, sorry if this seemed long wended, but wanted to give an update, for those who remember me.
For anyone I ever did wrong, just know I apologize. And I hope all my old friends here are doing well.