I found this entire video confusing as I try to understand the emotions expressed. Had a very cruel and violent mother same for dad, child out of wedlock, abortion survivor, never could socialize growing up. Spent these last few months at 26 trying to really heal and about died from unchecked damage to some organs in my lower body as a result from the 2nd semi-truck accident that costed me a vehicle, job, house. I’m now near homeless staying alive on IST-C, Arnica, and Angelica. Dad is no longer alive and I have to forcefully never connect with mom ever again because of the level of abuse done to me since I was born. I have an ACE score of 10 and shouldn’t be alive. Thank you for taking the time to read 26 years of life in a nutshell.