Yesterday I lost a person who I thought was a good friend and it just hurts so bad. I did not really expect this.
This person used to be my ex and we stayed really good friends until her new girlfriend showed up (We are gay) and started to brainwash her that she can not be friends with me anymore just because people can not just be friends with their exes and she simply feels insecure when I am around.
Yesterday her new girlfriend messaged me and started to press charges about my exes daughter having psychological problems because an accident what happened quite a time ago while playing with my daughter and witch was not actually such a big deal (My daughter put a fabric on her head so she would look like a bride and she panicked) and took only few seconds. Besides, I think her daughter have these issues because of break up (first week she went looking for me at night in my room and was screaming and crying), not because of this and they just want money from me, because they are in a bad financial situation (My ex and her current girlfriend are both in maternity leave and do not work, when we were together, I was the one supporting family financially). Not long ago I gave them money just because I saw they have nothing to eat and thought, we were good friends and friends help each other.
And suddenly I am the bad one and she does not want to be friends with me anymore. So bad that she does not want to talk to me in m person, just through her current girlfriend
Besides, when we broke up, we made a deal that she would pay monthly payments for all the electronics that are on my name in her apartment. Now suddenly I have to pay all of it as a moral compensation (What the hell?!).
I am really pissed, heartbroken and just feel used. Because apparently I valued her and her friendship more than she did mine if she can just change that way in a heartbeat and throw our friendship and everything we have done together in a garbage just because of some girl she knows for two moths.
In a way I should be glad for such a person leaving my life, but it hurts badly anyway. Besides, how to trust people again and not to become a heartless asshole? It is not a first time someone has betrayed me and to defend myself, I should become like that, but this is not just who I am. I mean, if we stop to belive in a good in people, then what else is left…