Welcome to HeartSupport! There’s nothing to be scared of, nobody here will judge you. As you open up, people around here can offer words of advice and support. It’s really a great system.
I’m so sorry to hear this. If the voices are pushing you down, spite them. Do things to try to make yourself happy. The voices in your head are just that. And no, unfortunately, they’re not going anywhere anytime soon, but you just have to believe that you can overcome them, because you can. Self harm is only temporary, but unlike say, a hobby, it’s destructive rather than constructive behavior (but I’m assuming you know that). Maybe try to find a hobby, something you can do for your happiness. Someday, you’ll find your purpose, and I hope it brings you happiness.
Feel free to reach out to me personally if you need to vent or confide in someone.
Stay strong: you are loved