I can’t keep going like this anymore.
I hate who I have become.
Why am I even trying at this point?
Why an I expecting it to get permanently better?
Why can’t I enjoy a fun night without crashing afterwards and questioning everything?
I’m sick of myself.
I’m here for you F. I don’t think it ever gets permanently better I think its just supposed to get easier. I don’t know when or how but it will some day as long as you keep fighting my friend
Love ya F…
I’m sorry Fiji.
I know that it may not feel like it right now. But things can get better. I’m sorry that you are having a hard time liking yourself right now. That really breaks my heart. But I can relate to those feelings. I really can. There are a lot of days that I look in the mirror and hate the reflection that I see staring back at me. I have a lot of things that I deal with that often leave me feeling that way. So you are not alone.
You are so important. I hope you know that. I care for you, friend. And whatever it is you are going through right now, I hope you are able to find some comfort and strength to pull through it. I’m thinking about you.
Hey,
one good thing is, that you see the fact, that maybe something has to change.
Sometimes we need dark times to see a new day.
If you like, tell us, whats going on in your min? what do you hate on yourself?
I’m here, if you need somebody to talk!
Dan
I saw all you’re notes I read them all … you was pretty miserable but dont stress shit wish you nothing but rhw best now:smiling_face_with_three_hearts: