The title pretty much says it all. I can’t get him out of my mind. I miss him. I still want him .
For context me and this dude I’ve known for a while I broke things off on April 25th due to me not communicating how I was feeling with him . which was 4th time. It was a rocky relationship since the beginning of 2023 but I still loved him through the ups and downs. From about September to the end of December, everything was fine not think it would get to this point.
What had brought everything up as I was in a group call with my friends one was away and the other well, was getting something to drink. He asked about things I said we are friends and if I and my ex were to get back together if that was an option for me, I immediately nodded cause I want that second chance I really do. I understand that we got to communicate but at the same time, it’s hard for me to express how I feel to some people. Something that stook to me was that i was told this person , lets call her X ( the reason this breakup happened) . they say. “I confide in X, etc”… I was the same about a friend that i broke down infront of … and its just i dont know how i feel about that … i dont know … Any who what my one friend brought up , was my ex asked my friend how i was doing … moments later my friend comes back convo was continued and she was asked the same thing of " how was i doing" …
Its been approximately 16 days since the break up and i still want to be with him but i know its a conversation i want to bring up with him cause i know when that was brought up by friends i knew he kinda missed me . I dont want to cut him out of my life … I just i feel like theirs a missing puzzle piece that i cant replace . I trully really am missing him rightnow … What do i do ? do i have that conversation with him , do i hint towards him i want things to be back where they were at? I dont know what to do .