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I can’t relate, in any way, to the “popular” part…but the rest of the lyrics feels like Ronnie ripped open my skull and scooped out the words!!! Just today, when I left work to go home, I drove by several objects that I was so pissed off that my truck was running so shitty that it couldn’t even get up to the speed to kill me if I wrecked. I’m so sick of failing at everything, ruining everything I touch that I wake Furious because I can’t even die in my sleep!!! I’m 49, have 2 failed marriages, a job where I’m supposed to be “perky” every shift. I can’t fake it anymore and I just don’t want to be anymore!!!

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Hi,
Wearing a mask to disguise yourself as perky is exhausting and I can feel the way that would make you feel like not wanting to be anymore. Being on a treadmill without the option of getting off, much like the lyrics “I think I’m going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze” is something that seems to resonate with your post. I have felt that time and time again in my life as well. Like an endless cycle and it truly is exhausting which then makes every other thing, big or small harder to deal with. Thank you for sharing.