I can’t sleep.
I think I’m just getting to that point in my pregnancy where I’m getting anxious about everything. There are still things I want to get before Kiera gets here. We have a bed being delivered (it goes from being a crib all the way to a full sized bed) in January. She is due late Feb/early March.
I have this nagging worry about what if she is born early and we don’t have the bed yet? I wonder if I have everything to get by or if I’m forgetting something important.
I looked up some lists of newborn necessities and I feel like we’re doing alright so far.
I don’t know. Like I said, I feel like I’m probably just at that point where I am just worried about everything. I know, things could be worse. I could be a single mom. I could be less financially stable. But. No matter how much I try to logic my way through this it’s not really working. At least right now. It’s currently 2:30 am for me and I’ve been up for an hour already. Might take some of my maintenance anxiety meds to try to get some sleep since I know not sleeping is not going to help me at all.
I’m not sure what I expect to come out of this post but at least I can get my worries out. Thanks for reading.