Me being a self center person and want to have people tell I did nothing wrong. My co worker from my second as me to come in today. But I had boxing class and told her I was busy.
This the thing, this second pay kinda shitty, it a lot kinda overwork, selfish I don’t like getting up at 6am( unless it my main job which working as janitor at schools). Last year, I had really struggle with self harm and need to go to rehab. But my parent would not let because of this job( at the time it was my only job) also it me and my co worker with no one else. When I got injury she was by herself, without anyone to help her. Cause they can never find anyone to cover me and it always alittle bit of drama.
However, when I got out of rehab, they did not give me my job back. I was left without a job for a mouth and they kept kicking me around. I feel I don’t work at place that treat me like that and be trap in that work environment.
My co works did a lot for me and I can’t thank her enough. But she try to control, make feel guilt about taking vacation, telling me to stop skateboarding and forcing me to go medication. I just don’t like working with her and kinda don’t like as a person. I know that fuck up thing to say, but that how I feel.
Overall, I feel that I have my main until the fall at least, where I rather look for an second job that befit me more and I can have a flexible sechule. If I go back to that second job, it kinda make feel suicidal.
I’m shitty person for not working, but that how I feel.