i honestly think i might do what Hannah Baker did when i’m alone in the house find some old clothes, fresh new blades, run bath water, and die i really can’t take it no more mom abuses me mentally with me self harming and being suicidal i still cry every night have panic attacks pass out wake up and still want to die.
Don’t do that. Your life has value. Don’t let your thoughts win. They may keep hitting you, but you got to keep willing to fight back. This community loves you.
but i seriously do not wanna be here another minute longer
Just take deep breathings, rethink, and take things slowly.