I-dont-have-any-good-reason-to-keep-myself-alive-i

From Rohini_868: What evidence are you basing that on, if I may ask? Ibsee at least 6 mesagaes, from different people, hoping you were okay

From Rohini_868: What could we have done to show we remember? I remember, I am sure everyone else does to.

From joud: no ones life got affected

From joud: nothing happened=========

From joud: its just my boyfriend====

From joud: i love him===============

From joud: im gonna stay for him====

From joud: hes the only thing i have left

From Rohini_868: “no-one’s life got affected” - what would this look like, to you?

From Rohini_868: we all worried, and left messages for you. what would have had to happened to prove to you that we were “affected”?

From Rohini_868: i’m glad you have your bf, but i’d also encourage you to find a new therapist to talk with. these are big feelings, and you need all the support you can get. try to write a letter with what you’re feeling if it’s too uncomfortable to say it loud.

From Rohini_868: i’m glad to hear you’re going to stay. that’s huge.

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From ManekiNeko: I’m really glad you have someone you care about, joud, and I’m really glad that you feel that they care about you too. It’s not always easy to hear that someone cares, especially when we don’t know you all that well. I do hope that through time, healing comes and there can be moments where you can be able to love yourself as well because you deserve that.

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From joud: thank you================

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From joud: i have alot of problems with everyone around me and i cant talk to anyone i know about it cause everyone i know is a problem.
i want someone to get words out of my mouth i want to rant i want to feel something other than being a burden in everybodys life.

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From Muffin2029+Megan=<3: Hello, I see youre having a problem with expressing yourself freely in front of others. You can vent here. We can help you. Im a newbie here, but I can help. If required I can get more experienced staff. Just know that you matter and you arent a burden.

From joud: i dont want to express myself infront of anyone

From joud: i just want==============

From joud: one person===============

From Rohini_868: would you consider getting a new therapist who could be the one to listen to you? I know you haven’t had the best time with them, but they can be a good place to dump some of your thoughts. We are here to lsiten to you. Would writing a letter be helpful to express yourself? Even if you don’t show anyone, it can be good to get the feelings out on paper